Refreshing love!

Rejoiced and *ardored* that goes beyond infinity

For now;

Those words and my words are all that I have now

And this sensation is beyond enlightenment,

I am already swooning over this yet again

And again today;

I feel unbound and cheery all over my veins

Such numbness is hither I mull over!

This is revitalizing and bracing and today is the unsurpassed day;

Don’t assess, oh! please don’t review

I won’t be there but vanish like a bubble

and won’t be there for long!

But I’ll all over again fall for you;

You were no different but my soul that was veiled;

And had resurged to my head;

Is it real for I skept;

Let it be suchlike, for now;

Let me stay here a while till I wake up!

Being Vicious…

Let their love touch you and their charm embrace you,

As one doesn’t have a choice but just let it be,

Let the exultant sensation tap your soul,

Just let them within,

Though they adieu without a note but just leave,

Even though there’s no return and no anticipation,

Even if you don’t see them again just let them be now,

Though it’s a person or creature or a thing to perish,

Coz shutting doors, building walls, assembling fences,

Will make you in boundaries, and hedge you within,

It won’t damage them anyway,

Be insensitive, be selfish, anyway;

It’s much needed.

Lost and found…

This is so unruffled now;

A variable string of loosing and finding;

Some undying and some to be momentary;

Originally was glum and gloomy;

At times ecstasy and delightful;

The cause is so irrational; it just is the myth 

or a moment of affairs.

It’s fruitless to ponder;

But fate is tough and so am I, now;

It brings an unwavering bliss in being even;

An elation that’s a convention today;

Loosing and finding is a piece of existence;

That’s in pink of appreciation;

Till it doesn’t again tremble…

दीवारों से रिश्ते....

जाने कैसा रिश्ता जुड़ गया
उन दीवारों से ;
जिन्हे छोडक़र हम चल दिए नंगे पैरों से
उन यादों से जो मेरी ही नहीं
किसी और की तन्हाईयों से
रिश्ता जोड़ती हैं;
उन आँखों से, जो  देखना  चाहती हैं इन निगाहों को
उन प्रश्नों से जिनके जवाब लब नहीं दे पाते
उस अपनेपन से जिसे कभी न
चाहा था अपनापन दिखाना
और भी था बहुत कुछ
रिश्ता जोड़ने को...
सोचा सँजो कर रखेंगे रिश्तों को जो थे पास में
पर जाने क्यों रोता हैं मन याद करके नयों को
सबकी यही विडंबना, आस्मां छूने की;
जो तन्हाई देती है, एक पल को
 और फिर वही
जाने कैसा रिश्ता बन जाता है;
नयी दीवारों से ....

ह्रदय के तार जब हुए छिन्न तार...

मन हुआ कुछ लिख दूं आज मैं,

ह्रदय के तार जब हुए छिन्न तार

पर जाने क्या था मकसद, शायद

शब्दों का अनशन,

या टूटे हुए शब्द,

मानस मे द्वंद,

कोई भय,

सोचा क्यों छाप देता है मनुष्य,

अपने अंतस्त को इन कोरे काग़ज़ों पर,

अपने मन की परछाईयों को

दूसरी की से मिलाने को या

सागर की लहरों को शांत करने को,

क्यो करता है वो इस दिखावे का ढोंग,

क्या इससे आत्माएँ बदलती हैं?

मनुष्य मे सवेदना भाव जाग्रत होते हैं?

या सिर्फ़ आत्म संतुष्टि...

गर बदलती होती कोई उत्पत्ति तो,

लिख दो आज अपनी गाथा..

गर समझे कोई इस हृदय को,

तो पिरो दो शब्दों की माला,

मैं नही यहा कुछ कहने को,

मैं नही यहा परिवर्तन करने को..

बस......

मन हुआ कुछ लिख दूँ आज मैं,

ह्रदय के तार जब हुए छिन्न तार...

IT WAS WORTH WAITING..

A second was like ages never passing by,

Still things kept me waiting,

Sometimes I felt harmful,

The other times disapproving…

But time kept me waiting for the bliss that was the way through,

It made me feel its harmony now and then,

Giving me release the little pain within;

thinking of the ultimate happiness of prospect

The time is easy and calm

It is as good as a future thought that says “those were the days”

One can’t ask for more;

If this is just a glimpse of such an ecstasy of time,

Then what would be the veracity

Days pass by and so are the seconds,

N yeah it was worth waiting…

Bubbles...

With the wink of an eye they come and go,

Those soft and shiny fads

I remember those bright colours and shiny tinge

That smirks me and those melancholies too

This time those happiness seems

more than those joys,

they are so blissful now

They make sense today,

making things apparent...

Yes, those delicate impressions,

Make a world in me, of ecstasy

Making me brighter and shimmered,

And giving me strength when they

seem gloomy,

But appear to make a way out,

And if they don’t, they gratify themselves

But make a resolution...

Those momentary things win me today

With my head high,

before divine,

without any repent,

as my dreams are forever,

and those bubbles

hold a part of this story...